Don't really want rant in tumblr but jaychou is in singapore!!!!! Since like yesterday! Yet I'm definitely not going to see him at all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! No matter how long he stays this time round. Oooooooooo

Chingu

Sometimes I find it so tough to be a friend, an understanding friend. And especially when someone treats you as someone very important, but you treat that someone like a normal friend. I find it very suffocating at times to accept such a.... i can't find a word to describe. Say I'm so stupid to not like be at the receiving end, too much love makes me.... Similarly, I hate it when someone dear to me treats me normally. Friends oh friends.

I'm not me.

I think I'm kinda addicted to blogging for some reason. I have no idea why.

Today, spent some time alone in coffee bean for a few hours before hunger took over my mind, haha and I headed home. Right, it was somewhat productive but not enough. And, once I'm home, I do nothing zz. The last 40th day just passed.

En probably realised that I'm really stressed out today. She didn't really say anything but an awkward 'jiayou' and offered her notes. I was really touched. Friends like her are really hard to find, though we're not exactly very close, but I always think that we are similar in certain ways and that there's a certain bond between us.

Oh well, sleeping now. It's 12.30AM. Let tomorrow be more productive than today.

You & I

Many things come and go. Many people come and go as they wish. I come and go as I wish. I told myself countless times to be tough and say no to all communications, but apparently, each time I fail myself. Each failure can be a further setback or a blessing in disguise. Today was the latter. And tomorrow is the former. I can predict life. In fact, many days down the road would be the former. I'm tired, but you somehow manage to pull me back each time unintentionally. You probably don't even know, you're the reason.

Wake up, will you????

1 day passed again, 1 day closer to 8 November. How come my motivation and worry doesn't translate into productive actions at all?!?!?!? Seriously....... Let tomorrow be a good day. Shall only watch tv from 1PM to 3PM.

Hidden Track

Yet another blog. And it's blogger once again. This blog remains mysterious as for now.

44 days.